Circles
Do you ever feel like you are always running in circles. That the time has to be coming where you can't go in circles anymore because you are too dizzy and that you will finally know where your life is going. That the break in the continuous circle will finally come.
One week you think you are finally out of the cycle of running in circles. That you are finally on the path of success and you somewhat know what your doing with your life. That you can see your future.. and it looks bright and sunny. Bright and sunny in your eyes at least... and in the end that's what really counts.
And then the next day... all of that is gone and your back to running in circles. You don't know if you are ever making the right decision. If you are with the person you are suppose to be with or if there is someone better out there. If your career is the career that you really want to have. If how you are living your life now is really how you are suppose to live things or if you are suppose to go out and have more fun and act young while you have the chance. If in 5 or 10 years you will be able to look at your life and be able to smile because you are happy with where you are and what you're doing.
You won't be able to answer all of these things though. Because no one knows just what they are really suppose to be doing now. And so you have to try to not think about it. Try to just live one day at a time and be as happy as you can be.
But what if you can't.... what if you don't want to go to bed because you know in a few hours you will be waking up and getting ready for another day of work. Another day of the same thing. And then you will get to come home and sit and do the same thing.... nothing. Nothing because your friends are busy with their lives, and your boyfriend is busy too. And so what if you really don't want to think about tomorrow. It makes it kind of hard to live your life one day at a time and to smile if you feel that there are not a lot of things to really smile about.
Running in circles can make you so tired.....but when there is no end to a circle how are you suppose to escape?
One week you think you are finally out of the cycle of running in circles. That you are finally on the path of success and you somewhat know what your doing with your life. That you can see your future.. and it looks bright and sunny. Bright and sunny in your eyes at least... and in the end that's what really counts.
And then the next day... all of that is gone and your back to running in circles. You don't know if you are ever making the right decision. If you are with the person you are suppose to be with or if there is someone better out there. If your career is the career that you really want to have. If how you are living your life now is really how you are suppose to live things or if you are suppose to go out and have more fun and act young while you have the chance. If in 5 or 10 years you will be able to look at your life and be able to smile because you are happy with where you are and what you're doing.
You won't be able to answer all of these things though. Because no one knows just what they are really suppose to be doing now. And so you have to try to not think about it. Try to just live one day at a time and be as happy as you can be.
But what if you can't.... what if you don't want to go to bed because you know in a few hours you will be waking up and getting ready for another day of work. Another day of the same thing. And then you will get to come home and sit and do the same thing.... nothing. Nothing because your friends are busy with their lives, and your boyfriend is busy too. And so what if you really don't want to think about tomorrow. It makes it kind of hard to live your life one day at a time and to smile if you feel that there are not a lot of things to really smile about.
Running in circles can make you so tired.....but when there is no end to a circle how are you suppose to escape?
posted by Kim at
10:03 PM
1 Comments:
I was at thebank today, but you were busy with some lady. You looked all important and whatnot.
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Gumbi, at 10:38 PM
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